I'm a Loser

So, I hate myself sometimes for being shy. I know, it may be hard to believe, but once I step into the Administrative Science Building, I lose my voice. I hardly talk to anybody in my classes. I like having people I know in my classes, b/c that's the only time I dont talk to anybody. But that is rare now since I am so far into my college career. I'm a senior and I dont really know any other finance majors! That's sad.

Today, we had our first Financial Management Association meeting of the year. And we were electing officers. I was gonna run, but I never voiced myself aloud at the meeting. I had emailed the teacher over it last semester that I wanted to run, but I was too intimidated to speak up. I hate myself for that. But I dont care anymore. I just want to get through with classes now. And I'm already involved in Cru, but I did want to be an officer for FMA b/c I'm a dork and that's what dorks do.

Does anybody even read my blog anymore?