Saturday, June 04, 2005

Yeah, Right

Okay, so instead of "going out" tonight, I'm working now. Kristen called me and said that Mark couldn't make it tonight, but we're postponing it till August when she gets back from Thailand. She leaves on Tuesday, so keep her in your prayers! And I hafta work tonight...that sucks. I was gonna go out w/ mis amigas. I tried to get out of it b/c I know summer wanted to work. But my boss said she "needed" me there. Yeah, whatever. I'm loved!

I hope I can get some more hours next week. I need to start really saving my money for the fall/spring. My car needs to be paid off by December. My mom is paying for it. I paid my down payment, but mom wants it paid off b/c Mallory is getting a car in December. Relatively, that's the same time I got another car during my senior year of high school. But my sister is already driving her 2nd car! Her first one (which was just as nice as the car i'm driving) got wrecked by her then 15 year old best friend. It was a 2000 Cavalier. Very nice for a 16 year old to drive...compared to me at least...I drove a stupid '87 mustang. My car was just as old as my sister! but now I drive a 2001 Mazda 626. And my sister drives my mom's old car, a 1997 Mazda Protege. And my mom bought a '92 just b/c my sister is spoiled and wouldn't drive anything older than a '95! Oh, so many things irritate me about how differently me and my sister were raised. And how she thinks she should still be raised w/ some of the same privileges as me. But we are totally different in so many ways! And she has gotten so many things that I tried to get when i was in high school, but momma wouldn't let me! Oh, it makes me so mad!

Okay, i didn't mean to type all that. I keep trying to be un-frustrated w/ that whole situation, but it's hard. I'm bitter about it, but i know i dont need to be! I'm gonna try and get over it by the time mallory gets her car. but i have a feeling it's gonna get worse b/c she's gonna actually pick out a car that she wants and likes. and momma has actually helped her look both times, when momma wouldn't look w/ me when i was 16 and she barely would look when i got my first car! Okay, time to go before i start on something else!

1 Comments:

Blogger Cabes said...

dang, am I supposed to read all that? lol jk

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