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Ugh, sometimes i get in these weird moods. I can't really explain it...it's different each time. Right now, I feel like a failure. Not a horrible failure. I just feel, eh. I need to find my "thing." I dont know. I also get tired of a lot of people too. I dont wanna talk about it on here, but I just wish some people would relax and not worry about my life so much. I do like talking to people though, dont get me wrong. I could talk about anything, but when somebody starts basically telling me how to live my life or when people give you those "looks," it just makes not want to be in there anymore. I felt that a few times today. Sometimes, I just wish I could get away from it all. I wish I was out of college, married, my own career or w/ kids (adopted of course). Or I wish I was back home in 1st grade without a care in the world. I want to go home and spend time w/ my family. But everytime i do, it seems like they have better things to do and we dont do anything.

Well, I'm going to bed. I have a gazillion things to do tomorrow and the next couple of weeks. I can't wait for the summer when i might actually have a break! YAY Chuck E. Cheese on Thursday w/ my d-group! SO EXCITED!